Where do you see this going? Do think that there is a happy ending here? If you think there is a happy ending, you are living in a fantasy world. My brother in law was in your situation. Now he has to drive 600 miles once a month to see his sons. If he had had a hard head instead of a hard pecker, he wouldn't be in wreck that is his life. The pathetic thing is he wants to blame God.
I have had women "throw" themselves at me. I tell them "no" and stand my ground. One broad wouldn't leave me alone so I took a pair of scissors came up behind her and cut a huge chunk of hair from the back of her head. It was the day before she was to attend a wedding so she had to cut all her long, beautiful hair off. She has hated me ever since - thankfully.